Minggu, 14 Oktober 2012

One year

Onyeartoknowyou.Oneyeartoimagineaboutyou.I'mneverethoughtbefore,ifwecanmeeteachother,evenjustinsocialnetwork.Hahahah,i'msoshytorememberaboutthat.
Andidontknowwhy,inmyreallifelikethis,mymindalwaysleadstoyou.Thatsomeoneneverfacetofacewithmebefore,someonethatidontreallyknowabouthim.Healwaydosomethingsimple,
butcanmakemealwaysrememberabouthim.Healwaysmakemelaugh,andithinkthat'swhatmakehesodiferent,ehmmofcoursemakemesocoriousabouthim.Onesinglethatmakemealways
rememberhim,thatisChristinaPerry'ssongwithtitleathousandyears.Andthisday,maybeitsnotathousandyears.Itjustaoneyeartoknowhim.Sometimesiwonder,whywenever
andalwaysmakefailedifwehaveaplanningtomeet.Thatbecomeaplandoesntmean.IfIrememberagain,likewhenweplantogoinghosthouseithoughtmaybeaiwillmeethiminthisevent.Butagain,
iwaswrong.Inanotherplanning,likewewanttoeatbananagreentogether,againandagaineverythingisnotgoingwell.Andialwaysasktomyself,toGodwhythisishappen?inanotherplanning,like
whenIfollowacompetitionhepromisedmetowatchme,buthedidnt.Whatswrongwithbothofus?theresliketheearthdontwanttomakeusmeeteachother.Ilaughsoloudly,igivemyhopeandialways
believethatonedayGodwouldbringmetomeethim.Inthismoment,iwannasharetoyouall,sometimesinthislifewehavesomeonethatwethoughtheisdiferent,andyouthinkheisyourlove
heissomeonewhocanmakeyouhappy,nomatterhowhelooksyouwillalwayslikehim,laughbesidehim.Andithoughticangetthatinthisguy.Butinonenight,irealizediwaswrong.Isaytothisguyabout
congratulationwehavebecomefriendforoneyear,evenwenevermeetuntulthisday:\buthedontanswer.fromthattime,igetmyconclusionmaybeheneverfeelthesamewaylikewhatifeel.Maybefor
allthistime,hehaveagirlfriendbutheneverdeclareittome.
Butitsokay,iamjusthappybecauseheisatypicalguysthatdontwanttomegiveafakehopetoothergirl.ilikethathemakemerealizedthisisnottrueaboutwhatifeelthisisnottrue
fromthatnightierasedallhismasaggeandforthefirsttimeigiveupabouthimandgetmyconlcusionmaybeheisnotmysoulamte.
FromthistimeilearnhowtoreleasesomethingandihopehealwaysbehappyinhisreallifeAmen.

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